2005-08-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

For me sex creates intamacy. I'm closer to you after we have had sex. Or I hate you. Depends on the chemistry. I guess. I can tell right away how I'm going to feel about someone. I knew how Ted was going to be after the first time I had sex with him. He put up a little facade for a minute, but in the end, he was exactly what I thought he was going to be. Well, I don't know about Her First Big Cock.

I am hurt. Yes, J. You hurt me. And I don't think you really care either. Just another Male Masturbation fuck. Well it could have been, and it would have been, if you had left it there. But you didn't. And I cried. But not for long. More for the fact that I thought you were sincere and that's what I liked about you. Shows how much I know. I guess I am just a naive little 19 year old child after all. Well... we'll see. *sigh*

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